*yawnz* it's 1215 now. i just woke up. gotta go to skl today for some shiseido make up lesson? hur.. well, early in the morning, did had some calls with raed.. basically he'll call a few times everyday in the morning :)

sorry raed. i'm sorry that juz now on the phone, i throw my temper to you for nothing. sorry. you din do anything to stop me but juz let me carry on my nonsense and kept scolding you. sorry. tink i too tired den i anyhow talk? sorry.. felt so guilty. hur.. thanks for your endurence man. hur.. somemore you always try to manage ur time with me. know it's tiring. but i rather dont want you to rush, don want you to wake up early and do ur things fast den call me k. i rather you to take ur own sweet time and den call me when you are really free :)
we juz bear with it k... today thursday le. tml jiu friday le leh.. must be happy k. dont sian k.. we muz jia you k.. :D miss you so much, more than every single drop of water in the entire earth, more than every ray of light the sun can shine.

guess what! this coming sunday is my BIG DAY!! hahas.. yea, my 21st birthday eh! juz few days away. hmms, din aware abt it. is raed reminded me abt it last week. don reali feel excited or look forward for it. cuz the right after the day of my bday, it's the first day of skl where new term starts. how sad. i hate skl days. i hated skl work, test, report, proj and etc.. maybe it's the reason why i don look forward for my bday? cuz the next day will be skl starts. hur.. how i wish holiday never end. den my bday still far. den i can don be so fast old? hur.. well ppl, enjoy ur holiday and treasure it!! yeah?!
whatever it is, what i reali look forward is the day when raed book out? both of us struggle the weekdays like hell. and look forward for every friday till us going nuts??!! hur. anyway it's thursday today. we are so happy. cuz tml friday le?! wahahs! =p

raed told me he misses our "lame beef" the one i prepare for him during Vday. lols.. yea, though it taste awful, but he still misses it. lols.. maybe we can consider doing it during this weekend? hiak! last weekend we make bread with egg during tea time? hahas.. we had it done tog. raed always say i always like to put alot oily? lols! miss him so much! miss him cuddling me and me slping in his arms. hehes.. how nice.. it's alwaz happies and joyful to meet. and saddest and painful to part. hur.. but who cares.. it's friday tml!! tml!! TML!! hiak!!

yay! fri afternoon going shopping with bro and mum! evening go find raed! dinner time celebrate raed's dad belated birthday? hur.. sat going shopping with raed! hahas! sunday, moi birthday. no celebration, no plan. no everything. hahas.. monday? skooling.. :( *yawnz*